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[8. 3. 06 // @ 1 : 48 am] |
besides for the fact that i have been struggling with the cash situation for quite some time now, this summer has been fairly peachy.
this summer has been great actually, even though i have gone through alot of changes in the past few months.
i find that ive distanced myself from alot of old friends, but it seems like they just dont understand who i really am as much as they did before.
sure ive got alot of issues, and ive come to realize i truly am one sick fuck. i wish i could just be analyzed by someone and told that im still fucking normal compared to standards other than my own.
it just seems as if i have already lived my life to such an extent that there is nothing shocking anymore, and i dont feel the need to act differently around different groups of people. honestly, the only people i care about impressing right now is my immediate family, because i feel as if they have recently lost alot of faith in me.
i dont feel the need to be something im not around anyone. i have no problem letting my true colours show at any moment. it just bothers me to death when i see people who i think i know well act like completely different people depending on the company that they are in. everyone needs to take some time to figure out what they really want from themselves...what they expect from themself and the people around them.
but to top it all off, i kinda broke my personal promise of not wanting to get involved with girls this summer, but ive really fallen for one.
to sum it all up:
-people can change.
-people do suck.
-girls are the worst thing ever.
the end.
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[7. 8. 06 // @ 3 : 55 am] |
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this summer will either end up being the best or worst time of my entire life...
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[7. 5. 06 // @ 2 : 55 am] |
so this past weekend was pretty badass. i had the place to myself. i should have had a party, but i didnt.
me, marlena, jared, and riel hung out friday, saturdayyyy....stephen was tripping nuts mushrooms and pissed on my couch....ugh. sunday i worked. then we had a sausagefest and watched dazed and confused for the thousandth time. after i got off work today ashley and meaghan picked me up and david and sarah met up with us. we got VJs. now im the only one awake in sarahs basement. i hope that cum stain dissapears.
some people are lame.
i dont hold grudges or whatever. im not really even mad at anyone. its just the fact that some people ive known for so long are turning out to be some of the dumbest fucks ive ever met.
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[6. 11. 06 // @ 11 : 48 pm] |
Thanks for accusing me of rape.
Thanks for tossing eggs at my parents house.
Thanks for all the prejudice.
Thinking back, its kind of funny that i had been defending you for all the times i heard anyone utter 'immature bitch'. You proved it to me over the past week. I would expect maybe my little sisters elementary school frieends to be throwing eggs, not a high school graduate. I would tell you to grow up, but if you havent taken the hints from everyone else yet, its not going to do any use.
Thanks for proving everone else right.
go fuck yourself, i hope you fucking choke, you dumb cunt.
~LOVE ANDREW.
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[6. 6. 06 // @ 12 : 59 am] |
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DEAR DIARY.
ITS BEEN A WHILE...
because life has been good. just like the weather. and the the people.
waiiiit no. alot of people fucking suck right now. =).
hangouts with everyone i havent seen in ages. soon.
as long as im not busy raping more people.
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