Imagine Mr. W sucking the fuck out of it

braille_bibles @ 2006-08-03T01:48:00

2006-08-03T07:11:08Z

besides for the fact that i have been struggling with the cash situation for quite some time now, this summer has been fairly peachy.

this summer has been great actually, even though i have gone through alot of changes in the past few months.

i find that ive distanced myself from alot of old friends, but it seems like they just dont understand who i really am as much as they did before.

sure ive got alot of issues, and ive come to realize i truly am one sick fuck. i wish i could just be analyzed by someone and told that im still fucking normal compared to standards other than my own.

it just seems as if i have already lived my life to such an extent that there is nothing shocking anymore, and i dont feel the need to act differently around different groups of people. honestly, the only people i care about impressing right now is my immediate family, because i feel as if they have recently lost alot of faith in me.

i dont feel the need to be something im not around anyone. i have no problem letting my true colours show at any moment. it just bothers me to death when i see people who i think i know well act like completely different people depending on the company that they are in. everyone needs to take some time to figure out what they really want from themselves...what they expect from themself and the people around them.

but to top it all off, i kinda broke my personal promise of not wanting to get involved with girls this summer, but ive really fallen for one.

to sum it all up:

-people can change.

-people do suck.

-girls are the worst thing ever.

the end.

braille_bibles @ 2006-07-08T03:55:00

2006-07-08T08:55:46Z

this summer will either end up being the best or worst time of my entire life...

braille_bibles @ 2006-07-05T02:55:00

2006-07-05T08:05:11Z

so this past weekend was pretty badass. i had the place to myself. i should have had a party, but i didnt.

me, marlena, jared, and riel hung out friday, saturdayyyy....stephen was tripping nuts mushrooms and pissed on my couch....ugh. sunday i worked. then we had a sausagefest and watched dazed and confused for the thousandth time. after i got off work today ashley and meaghan picked me up and david and sarah met up with us. we got VJs. now im the only one awake in sarahs basement. i hope that cum stain dissapears.

some people are lame.

i dont hold grudges or whatever. im not really even mad at anyone. its just the fact that some people ive known for so long are turning out to be some of the dumbest fucks ive ever met.

braille_bibles @ 2006-06-11T23:48:00

2006-06-12T04:56:46Z

Thanks for accusing me of rape.

Thanks for tossing eggs at my parents house.

Thanks for all the prejudice.

Thinking back, its kind of funny that i had been defending you for all the times i heard anyone utter 'immature bitch'. You proved it to me over the past week. I would expect maybe my little sisters elementary school frieends to be throwing eggs, not a high school graduate. I would tell you to grow up, but if you havent taken the hints from everyone else yet, its not going to do any use.

Thanks for proving everone else right.

go fuck yourself, i hope you fucking choke, you dumb cunt.

~LOVE ANDREW.

braille_bibles @ 2006-06-06T00:59:00

2006-06-06T06:05:39Z

DEAR DIARY.

ITS BEEN A WHILE...

because life has been good. just like the weather. and the the people.

waiiiit no. alot of people fucking suck right now. =).

hangouts with everyone i havent seen in ages. soon.

as long as im not busy raping more people.

WEEKENDS, WEEKENDS

2006-05-28T20:41:49Z

SO BASICALLY...

me and david had steamy sex all weekend. i want those pictures.

friday we started the party drinking behind hemp rock. i got puked on.

we went back to davids and kinda invited more people from down the street who basically just took over his garage. but they cleaned up and forgot smokes, so i was happy.

saturday i had a big nap and got the kink out of my neck. we were about to go camping at grand beach for the night, but leah and raquel were so cool they had to ruin that plan. we just had people over to davids again and played drinking games until everyone was smashed.

i tried taking a tylenol this morning, and it got lodged in my throat for about 45 minutes, which ended in me hunched over for the majority of that time trying to cough it up. id say it was my finest moment.

PS

everyone is hooking up =O.
!!!
except me.

SUICIDE
BEFORE
BETRAYAL.

LOL.

KBYE.

braille_bibles @ 2006-05-14T13:24:00

2006-05-14T18:25:50Z

as soon as everything is looking up...

everything drastically changes...

and fucks you over.

PS

i felt your tears against my face.

braille_bibles @ 2006-05-01T22:56:00

2006-05-02T03:54:35Z

SEVEN THINGS YOU DID NOT KNOW ABOUT PETA

1) PETA president and co-founder Ingrid Newkirk has described her group’s overall goal as “total animal liberation.” This means no meat, no milk, no zoos, no circuses, no wool, no leather, no hunting, no fishing, and no pets (not even seeing-eye dogs). PETA is also against all medical research that requires the use of animals.

2) Despite its constant moralizing about the “unethical” treatment of animals by restaurant owners, grocers, farmers, scientists, anglers, and countless other Americans, PETA has killed over 10,000 dogs and cats at its Norfolk, Virginia headquarters. During 2003, PETA put to death over 85 percent of the animals it collected from members of the public.

3) PETA has given tens of thousands of dollars to convicted arsonists and other violent criminals. This includes a 2001 donation of $1,500 to the North American Earth Liberation Front (ELF), an FBI-certified “domestic terrorist” group responsible for dozens of firebombs and death threats. During the 1990s, PETA paid $70,200 to an Animal Liberation Front (ALF) activist convicted of burning down a Michigan State University research laboratory. In his sentencing recommendation, a federal prosecutor implicated PETA president Ingrid Newkirk in that crime. And PETA vegetarian campaign coordinator Bruce Friedrich told an animal rights convention in 2001 that “blowing stuff up and smashing windows” is “a great way to bring about animal liberation.”

4) PETA activists regularly target children as young as six years old with anti-meat and anti-milk propaganda, often waiting outside their schools to intercept them as they walk to and from class-without notifying parents. One piece of kid-targeted PETA literature tells small children: “Your Mommy Kills Animals!” PETA brags that its messages reach over 2 million children every year, including thousands reached by e-mail without the permission of their parents. One PETA vice president told the Fox News Channel’s audience: “Our campaigns are always geared towards children, and they always will be.”

5) PETA has used a related organization, the PETA Foundation, to fund the misnamed Physicians Committee for Responsible Medicine (PCRM), a deceptive animal rights group that promotes itself as an unbiased source of medical and nutritional information. PCRM's president also serves as president of the PETA Foundation.

6) PETA runs campaigns seemingly calculated to offend religious believers. One entire PETA website is devoted to the claim-despite ample evidence to the contrary-that Jesus Christ was a vegetarian. PETA holds protests at houses of worship, even suing one church that tried to protect its members from Sunday-morning harassment. Its billboards taunt Christians with the message that hogs “died for their sins.” PETA insists, contrary to centuries of rabbinical teaching, that the Jewish ritual of kosher slaughter shouldn't be allowed. And its infamous “Holocaust on Your Plate” campaign crassly compares the Jewish victims of Nazi genocide with farm animals.

7) PETA has repeatedly attacked research foundations like the March of Dimes, the Pediatric AIDS Foundation, and the American Cancer Society, because they support animal-based research that might uncover cures for birth defects and life-threatening diseases. PETA president Ingrid Newkirk has said that “even if animal research resulted in a cure for AIDS, we would be against it.”

Its cool though, cuz animal rights activists never gave good head anyways.

braille_bibles @ 2006-05-01T00:03:00

2006-05-01T05:04:54Z

HOLY FUCK

I JUST SAW RUNNING SCARED

FUCKEN CRAZY ASS MOVIE

NAKED BITCHES

DRUGS

VIOLENCE

CHILD PORN DUNGEONS

VIOLENCE

GANGSTERS

VIOLENCE

FUCK YEAH

the stills play on tuesday, and someone needs to come with me

PLEASE

ILY.

braille_bibles @ 2006-04-12T17:33:00

2006-04-12T22:38:57Z

SEVENTEEN.
AND
LIFE
IS
GOOD.

braille_bibles @ 2006-04-05T15:18:00

2006-04-05T20:24:32Z

WHAT HAPPENS IN MEXICO STAYS IN MEXICO.

except herpes.

(joe if you ever read that, sorry man.)

yeah mexico was so badass. free booze and cigarettes. and im tanned. like woah.

best vacation ever. EVER.

MY BIRTHDAY IS SATURDAY.

AND THAT MEANS BUSH PARTY AT RICHARDSON PARK SATURDAY NIGHT. EVERYONE SHOULD COME. AND BRING ME A STRIPPER AND A SIX PACK. I WILL BE FOREVER HAPPY.

yessssssss. saturday i go for sushi with the family...then everyone should head to richardson park for a par-tay. its my birthday, and britneys.

im serious though, strippers.

i dont really know what i want for my birthday either. i was thinking along the lines of like, a stripper, a quatch, smokes, sixpack, car, or a massage. yeah i know the massage is lame, but my back is sore.

braille_bibles @ 2006-03-23T01:02:00

2006-03-23T07:06:50Z

so the career symposium was pretty badass.

i saw lots of people from different schools, etc.

chilled at the mall.

bought new glasses.

and two new cds.

i got sublime gold, which was really cheat and has like 44 songs on it.

and then i got the newest remembering never cd. its not as good as there last one, at least in my opinion. yeah, there are aspects that relate the two, but its not melodic enough. almost as if they listened to way too much throwdown before writing the stuff. its still pretty badass though.

tonight me and amanda went and saw the hills have eyes. it was pretty decent. lots of blood and rape, so i was kept entertained.

but its 1:00 am and i wanna go listen to sublime again. kbye.

59 hours till the plane takes off to mexico.

braille_bibles @ 2006-03-13T23:07:00

2006-03-14T05:15:55Z

today was a good day. i slept in, did shit all in school, and ate pizza.

then we went to bretts house and continued recording. every time we step foot in there the 3 demos continue to sound better and better. everythings coming along like woah. the best part is that even though we are recording them ourselves, they sound better than past demos weve done and even paid for.

this past weekend was pretty lame. the greenhouse party got cancelled and led to us wandering around downtown. someone got stomped on smith street as mike and nate-dogg were coming to meet up with us. saturday we went to go see the hills have eyes, but then we couldnt find a way to the mall in time.

ive got a crazy ass biology test tomorrow that i guess i probably wont study for. im just too pumped for mexico. all inclusive booze and food. plus im going with like like, 7 kids either my age or a year older.

stay gold?

~andy.

PS if anyone has the pix from the shows a couple weeks ago, send away.

braille_bibles @ 2006-03-05T22:15:00

2006-03-06T04:20:17Z

even though i am like severely awesome at so much stuff, i am surrounded by people who suck at making decisions. namely, this situation has occured in the band with me, tom, tyson, stephen, and brett. we need to decide on a name now that we have demos in the works and we are playing shows again.

we need to know which names have the best street cred.

A Letter to Philadelphia

the seventh angel

the streets run red

Hades

As caskets close

A letter to john

war with the saints

idk...what are your favorites?

////edit////-----no, these are not just words thrown together. anyone whos read the revelations would understand many of them.

braille_bibles @ 2006-03-01T22:52:00

2006-03-02T05:05:15Z

"hey are you going to the show on (whatever date a show is on)"

"lawlz, nooooo"

"sucks to be you. why not?"

"cuz i hate the scene its so stupid now. go to your show and have fun."

kay so apparently the new 'scene' is being 'anti-scene'.

whatever happened to seeing bands you liked and supporting your local scene? sure theres going to be drama, it happens in any scene or following of anything.

everyone just needs to chill out. go smoke a bowl, drop dex, e., get laid, something....idk. everyones filled with angst.

be happy and all that shit. it makes for better sex and you sleep better at night.

mexico in 24 days, birthday in like, 37. forget the sweet sixteen. its the sour seventeen. sour puss, that is. and all i really want for my birthday is strippers and a pack of smokes, so make it happen.

////EDIT////

this was in no way geared towards anyone. just sayin.
dont let kids get in your way of having fun and enjoying yourself.

braille_bibles @ 2006-02-23T23:02:00

2006-02-24T05:07:43Z

WHAMBAMGRANDSLAMTHANKYEWMA'AM.

that girl i was arguing with before....i read in the paper that she committed suicide. idk, this is pretty intense.

in other news, steve asked me if i wanted to join cambridge, and i said yes. and he agreed to join pedigree, which is going to be pretty badass. and the streets run red play tomorrow at st martins in the field church (inside, not actually in a field). were playing with angel lust, first time since, stolen signature, regrets of romance, and maybe others. come check it out? first show with the new lineup. plus we are playing at vincent massey collegiate tomorrow at lunch, which is amazing cuz i get to miss class to set up for it.

just kidding about the girl offing herself.

love, andy.

braille_bibles @ 2006-02-16T01:49:00

2006-02-16T07:55:37Z

HOLY SHIT! i almost crapped my fucking pants. uglybroad version 2.0 continues her mindless babbling, tossing more stereotypes than i thought possible. how come people are so dumb.

ugly attention whore (www.myspace.com/godrecommends) says:

baby I had preconceived notion about your character, and you've already proved it right.
"I don't like talk to ugly bitches." lol, one usually grows up and on from ...THAT. because that is just downright hurtful and MEAN ;_;
I'm not the only one who should get off their high horse.
secondly, if you don't talk to ugly bitches and you're saying I'm an ugly bitch, well...figure it out.
but it's complex really because
"Who I'd like to meet:
bitch."

As for the respect issue, you don't ask for it you earn it. I never said I didn't respect you as a human being, I just don't respect what you stand for at this point in your life.
The whole idea of the scene is conformity, if you're dressing to conform to the scene, (which you seem to be doing) you conform to the ideals,(because that's what people do in the scene, unless you're some kind of a poseur scene kid(???) whatever, who wants to get in to that ) if you're conforming to other peoples ideals you're mindfucked. and it's kind of mentally handicapped to assume that if you dress up in SCENE TRENDS AND FASHION people aren't going to stereotype and judge you, and it's only slightly challenging to my head that you get so offended by it. Scene kids basically walk around with neon signs around their necks that say "stereotype me" and thats just a cold hard fact, and anyone who can't deal with that, or gets offended shouldn't dress 'scene'. It is a scene trend and it is commonly associated with:
melodramatic and angsty boys and girls
myspace
elitists
and
over the top conformity.
If you're an individual why do you have to follow a teenybopper trend that they spoon feed to people on MTV. They picked up on an alternative trend and now they are selling it to you because they know it will stick just like abercrombie and fitch and hollister stuck...

REALLY in all honesty, Angsty Angsty Andy I'm just real fucking sick and tired of the scene, and "KTHXBAI" and a bunch of melodramatic fucking kids our age saying it's all about music when it's really all about the shoes you wear and the peace signs you throw at the camera. IT'S FUCKING POINTLESS.

and the music totally sucks, because it all sounds the same.

superandy3000 says:

ELLE OH ELLE.

you might as well face it now. every letter you have typed so far has been nothing but a fucking joke. you have no real idea about my idealistics and outlooks. if you want a real scene kid, go find someone else. sorry i take pride in doing my hair and i like wearing tight clothes. i like the style and attractive chicks dig it. and face it baby, youve conformed to styles and trends to, so dont point you fingers. i seriously can not get around the fact that someone who tries to appear so smart can actually be stupider than a fucking dog. and your getting on my case about music? your fucking proud of being in the same picture as chris cornell. im not conforming by supporting artists of (for example) three one g records. you are conforming by supporting artists signed to major labels such as audioslave. quite seriously though, you would have been much better picking this fight with someone else who this shit actually mattered to. label me 'scene' all you want. on top of that, you come to conclusions about what people do 'in the scene'. you are one dumb bitch. how the fuck can you hate the 'scene' so much, but be able to make so many conclusions and have so many opinions about it? people like you make me sick. and what the fuck is this about conformity? AUDIOSLAVE CONCERTS = CONFORMITY. NOT WEARING PANTS THAT IVE SEWN MYSELF YOU MINDLESS CUNT. and now that since i dress a certain way im 'mentally handicapped'? if im mentally handicapped, then that makes you fucking terry schiavo. im not getting offended by you not liking how i dress, im getting offended by the fact that you are fucking ignorant enough to say stuff like that to someone. and if myspace is so 'scene', then what the fuck is someone who is 'oh so cool and not scene no matter what' doing on it? if you cant stand men in tight clothes, get the fuck off this site, you predictable attention whore.

anyways, angsty angsty the mad hatter needs to find a fight worth fighting for, and maybe a fight where her opinions might actually be valid, and not worth complete and udder shit, not unlike herself.

good luck getting through life, you prejudice attention whore.
--andy.
PS is a mean world, and your only getting a taste of your own medicine, you fucking drone.

and then previously to ms. superduperamazingbroad:

blunt. ELLE OH ELLE. the best part of this is that everyone can see the flaws in your characteristics because you messaged me with prejudice accusations.

LOVE, ANDY.

PS the only reason why i will message you back from here on in is because quite a few people now like to sit back, read this shit, and piss their pants laughing at some ugly chick like you.

hopefully this bitch gets the point that im not losing any sleep, and shes probably going nowhere in life.

braille_bibles @ 2006-02-13T22:58:00

2006-02-14T05:02:19Z

OHHH MANG do i ever hate angst-filled ugly bitches.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=29180903 says:

OMGZ!!!1!11!111!1 yer sew fashionxcore and scenexcore and lyke, LOLZZ!!!11!! kewliez with yer pink bandana! ROFLZ!11
-_- you fucking numb my brain, you angsty teenage mass manufactured product

www.myspace.com/child_porn says:

okay mad hatter, first off, learn how to spell. people like "yew" slow down the rest of society. secondly, i dont like to talk to ugly people, so ill make this quick. you can throw every stereotype at me that you want. im no more manufactured than you are, so you can get off your high horse. what numbs my brain is the fact that there are bitches as predictable and ugly as you who still even bother to preach that shit. I will be more individual than your predictable self ever will be, so you can stop trying to convert people who choose to GENERALLY follow a broad fashion sense.

fuck you,
~andy (and you can say that with RESPECT.)

Bitch.

i was thinking of ending it with suck my dick, but then i realized id be dead before id ever let those ugly things anywhere near me.

long time, no update?

2006-02-09T04:32:06Z

yeahhhhh, its been a while.

life is not too bad.

i dropped out of grade 12 precal. if i really want, maybe ill do it next year. it was too much to worry about, especially for a shitty mark. now im in applied and its pretty much amazing. math finally got easy again. to top it all off, i dont need precal for anything i plan on doing in university. if i dont want to take it next year, ill graduate a semester early. i could have graduated this year, but i didnt. why would i graduate with a bunch of people i dont know?

graduating early also has its benefits...?

fuck yeah.

that means that probably in less than a year ill move out. jared and i are both planning on graduating early and moving out. plus at that point, ill be like 4 months shy of 18. which is nearly 18 years too long of living in this house.

idk. ive been really gung-ho on change lately. which is probably the reason why i got my hair fucked up and in some faux-hawk now. i think i just want something big to happen, or to change, in a good sense. lots of terrible stuff has been happening to me and people i care about. its like no matter how hard i try, someones always going to end up upset or angry. i guess im going to have to get used to that.

my literary elective at school is pretty cool though. were doing a whole unit on the bible, which seems like an odd choice at a public school, but its focusing on it in a metaphorical sense. i like it. i also like the fact that there will be no more language arts. i really dont even need to take this. ive already graduated grade 12 LA. but whatever. ill just take the U1 level next year and get a head start on university. i think i can do the same thing with math, but i dont know for sure anymore. that would be pretty cool. first semester next year ill probably end up taking university 1 LA, grade 12 bio (BTW, physics dreams went out the window. i fucking hate that class now). AP psychology (which can also count as a U1 credit), and economics or something easy like that. ive grown to hate any classes that are too theoretical like precal or physics. they have no daily applications or anything like that.

me and tom and tyson got bored. what do three guys with a drum set, a bass, and a guitar do for fun? start a hardcore band and name it pedigree. fuck yeah. i love it cuz its so cliche and so fun. basically in a hardcore sense, ORIGINAL. justkiddingbelieveinjesus.

the end.

PS tomorrow, like every second day, is sleep in day cuz school doesnt start for me until 1045. yeahuh

braille_bibles @ 2006-01-26T15:18:00

2006-01-26T21:20:44Z

MUCH STREET CRED TO DOMESY FOR THE LOGOS. much fag love cuz i like boys.

kbye.

braille_bibles @ 2006-01-23T23:13:00

2006-01-24T05:14:08Z

GET BETTER SOON!!!

braille_bibles @ 2006-01-19T20:42:00

2006-01-20T02:55:59Z

688-0790

wtf. i rule at cell phones. like woah.

anyways.

yeah i havent updated in a while. but everything has been alright i guess? theres been a FEW SMALL ISSUES disrupting my cool routine. but theyll work themselves out. ohh and by the way.

FUCKEN KILL YOUR PARENTS x CORE. well, not quite. but pretty damn close. were just about ready to start playing shows, and demos will be on there way in the next little while. MAYBE WHEN TYSON STOPS GETTING BUSTED FOR DRUGS, IDK. i guess we will see.

anyways, im staying at stephens house this weekend. i was telling cory about the brilliant party plan and taking the key. my dad was listening in the whole time. so if you were invited, talk to me first, cuz i dont know if its still on. maybeeeee.

but regardless, i still rock all you girls and some of you boys.

PAYCE.

braille_bibles @ 2006-01-04T13:03:00

2006-01-04T19:10:15Z

COME HOME ALREADY.

braille_bibles @ 2006-01-02T02:18:00

2006-01-02T08:19:40Z

The Others.

We're cooler than you and your crew niggers.

&iheartyou;

braille_bibles @ 2005-12-30T13:30:00

2005-12-30T19:31:17Z

YEAHHH, SHUT UP. I KNOW I FUCKED UP BIGTIME.